What father’s day reminds me of.

I don’t know whether am writing this as a regret or as a painful memory. Each year father’s day is celebrated always reminds me of my sad past. I don’t know whether I will call it jealousy.

It’s already 21 years my dad left me in this world. He left without saying a word to me. He left without giving me at least a pinch of encouragement.            Back then I usually say to myself that I won’t forgive my dad for leaving me when I needed him most. But as am growing; I then understood that death isn’t something someone will just decide to partake in it because even those that died never and will never accept death themselves. 

If I sounds jealous please bear with me because I wished to still have him till now, but God knows the best. I will still wish you happy father’s day dad. Though I don’t know you very well, but I can sense that you are a good person and I took that part myself because by the grace of God, I work tirelessly to be a good person. I took from where you stopped just to make sure that all your good expectations were all accomplished.

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY!

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