Today isn’t a good day for me. For over two to three years now, I haven’t failed to attend church for any kind of reasons. But today, I can’t believe am down this way.
I noticed how bad I felt last night, but I don’t know that it will continue this morning. Sickness and weakness has overshadowed me. My eyes are swollen, my waist is so painful as though am an old man. Well there was such sign yesterday during my work hour, I wasn’t vibrant like I usually do. But I don’t know that it will go as far as to avoid me from attending to church this morning.
My head aches as if I used it to hit a wall. I purge as if my bowel is going to fall off my anus. I vomit as if my intestine is going to come out of my mouth. I can’t really continue this way. As I was writing this; dizziness was dragging my fingers. Am not the type that likes taking medicine, it’s awful and I don’t know why. The worst is that I can’t explain what is happening to me, no, not at all. Even when my mom asked me what the problem is; I told her that I don’t know because I truly don’t know, even until now.
Why am I so weary? It seems everything about me is weak. My spirit, soul, mind, brain, legs, waist, joints, muscles and indeed all the parts of my body. I really need your help, in any way you can, please help!
What will I do now? for my strength is gone and I have no peace in me anymore.😖